Lol

Four post away I was lamenting that I just turned 21...LoL

Now four post later..I'm freaking 22....

Wow 4 post a year...

Till we see each other again

Time, so slow.
Pain, excruciating.
Yearning, rages
Tears, overflowing
Love, undying

Till I see you again,
every heart beat is a toll
that drags this beaten body down the path to glory
Till I can bask in your glory again can I live, just for you

Let us bear arms

Oh brothers, hear me!

Forget the lovers we had or could have.
Forget the wives you are leaving behind.
For if this war is not fought,
you will have non anyways.

This war must be settled irregardless
Brothers have come and gone
But we the immortals remain.
Let us not be the sleeping giants,
to arms my brothers

Lets take the world by storm. With a might that only we can have!

A Seal of Kiss

Seal it with a kiss.
Seal us with a kiss.
And mountains cannot keep us apart, for we are one in heart, in mind, in spirit.

Distance would mean nothing as we have each other in heart to company.
Pain is of distance past as in mind we sooth each other.
And we will soar, for in spirit, we can achieve great heights.

21

Shi*, four post away and I was 20.

TIME DOES FLY. Been a flurry of things this past year that I don't even have the stamina to write that much. Great.

Now i'm 21, adult and fully responsible for whatever i signed on the line.
Damn.

Change

Change is the only constant in this world

Change that happen within, the monster grew a conscience.
Now I am able to ask, "What have I done!?!"
And What have I done indeed.

The thrill is always in the chase, after the kill all there is left is meeting primal needs.
As my fangs punture, my mind reeled and raced, and most importantly, scream
"WHAT HAVE I DONE!"

Alone in snow white silence

Realisation
Alone
Back to the time where dreams are only dreams

I want to cry
Where are my eye drops
This battle weary heart holds no tears
not even for you

That familiar feeling
That old emotion
Rising
Stiring

Was it not dead?
The Beast!!
Darkness enclose me as it wakes
Who is to wake me up now !!!

That deafening roar of the beast
Its heart beat tempting me
Its sly smile calming me
I loose myself in snow white silence

Must it?

Hack, must it come to this end?

Must we chase away the sleeping ancients and run after young ones with uncertain future?
With death there is birth, but was it necessary for such extreme choice to be made
I am speechless
I am enraged

How could they do this
How is it they do not see that The Family is what they need
Yet close our doors in desperate time
Outrage

Must I?
Could I?
Damn!!!

dans le Grey

Can you feel my heart crying out?
Can you not tell these tears are for you
Must I scream just so you turn this way
It just is meaningless when it ends like that

There never was a need to choose
Treasure what we have and hope for a future
Was that not the way
Can it not be the way

They say the devil deals in the colour of grey
Deal with me than
I am no devil
I am just the grey messenger

Come into my embrace
I love you

20

Rude awakening.
I'm 20 offically

After living majority of your childhood live wondering how it feels like to be all grown up at this age, not too all and not too young, it sucks.

Sorta fun today, had my face smashed into a cake. I don't really think that I got the choice of not having my face caked. Chee yong looked like the devil when he was about to do it, talk about friends hahahaha

Ghost

Ghost...
Ever haunting never ceasing
Chasing
ME...

Its power, ever so tempting
Fingers lingering
I want I want I want IT!!
GIVE ME

The power of my ghost
what I can do with it
But I cannot, I simply refuse
Its dark descend

Light
My choice over darkness
Grasp me tight tonight
keep me safe from my ghost

Reflection
Roaring devil I see
Kept in chains trying to break
Please, remain bound

And let light shine through